Honestly, I feel fear is good. A little bit of fear keeps us going.
I am afraid I am not good enough, that I could have done much better.I am terrified that the one person I am in love with might wake up one day and realize he could do so much better than me. But hey, I am not going to let that insecurity ruin the feeling of completion he brings to my life. Everybody leaves, everything ends…life could be much better if you accepted this, and gave it your best shot. The fear of losing something makes you more sharp, more honest, I feel. How we deal with insecurities and uncertainties make us who we are. All that we can do is keep going, celebrating the chaos that is life.
I love the ocean. I love how we can stand at the shore and stare into nothingness. So vast and so..alive. Makes me feel powerful. Hopeful. I like how it makes me realize life is all about looking at the bigger picture, and not giving up just because things are not going my way. It makes me happy. I like how it drives away all fear, I like how it makes me feel silly for being so insecure about life.
If there is one thing I wanted right now, it would be a beach house. ‘cos right now, I could do with a walk along the beach, with my feet in the water.
The thought of it makes me feel happy.
…Fearless.
I am afraid I am not good enough, that I could have done much better.I am terrified that the one person I am in love with might wake up one day and realize he could do so much better than me. But hey, I am not going to let that insecurity ruin the feeling of completion he brings to my life. Everybody leaves, everything ends…life could be much better if you accepted this, and gave it your best shot. The fear of losing something makes you more sharp, more honest, I feel. How we deal with insecurities and uncertainties make us who we are. All that we can do is keep going, celebrating the chaos that is life.
I love the ocean. I love how we can stand at the shore and stare into nothingness. So vast and so..alive. Makes me feel powerful. Hopeful. I like how it makes me realize life is all about looking at the bigger picture, and not giving up just because things are not going my way. It makes me happy. I like how it drives away all fear, I like how it makes me feel silly for being so insecure about life.
If there is one thing I wanted right now, it would be a beach house. ‘cos right now, I could do with a walk along the beach, with my feet in the water.
The thought of it makes me feel happy.
…Fearless.
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